Looool, got an email from my mom IN ALLCAPS BECAUSE ANGER!!!! about me emailing my sister about the shit they’re putting her through. Apparently, the only reason I emailed her was to have a “bitchfest” about our mom, and I’ve always hated my sister (untrue—and our mother has, in the past, put that thought into her head by telling her I was ALLLLLWAAAAAYS mean to her, which isn’t true. I ignored her a lot, and she annoyed and frustrated me, but I went out of my way to be nice to her and help her OVER AND OVER, just for our mother to fuck it up again), and I need to ~get my head straight~. Kay…because I’m the one that’s driven away just about every member of my family and all of my friends with the way I am. WAIT.
Sis, if you see this, I’m not pissed off at you. I’m not even pissed off at mom, other than the usual exasperation. I want to keep talking to you and be there for you, but I’m ~forbidden~ to speak to you without ~your parents’ permission~. Love how they keep trapping everyone around them? I guess I’ll try to contact you when you’re ~no longer a minor~. I’m still here for you in whatever way I can be.